Growing Pains: Kendra's Diaries 
by  K.P. Smith

Growing Pains: Kendra's Diaries is a coming of age book. It tells the story of one girl's struggle, Kendra Foster, dealing with the difficulties of growing up as her world changes around her. 


Excerpt from Growing Pains: Kendra's Diaries by K.P. Smith

I lay and waited for the knock I knew was coming. After a few seconds, there it was, a knock on the door. “Come in,” I responded. 

My only sibling, my younger sister, Patrice, peeked through the crack she made when she opened the door, and asked “Can I lie with you?” 

I moved over to make room for her on the bed. She hopped onto the bed and lay next to me. I took one of my pillows and gave to her. In unison, and showing our years of practice, we put the pillows over our heads and tried to drown out the screaming voices. They were so loud that I could no longer hear the birds chirping right outside my window.

Then, I heard my sister, speaking to me through the pillow. I lifted it to hear what she was saying.

“Why do mommy and daddy fight so much?” she asked, for what seemed like the millionth time.

I didn’t have a clue, myself. But, since I was the big sister, I guessed it was my job to come up with something. “Adults have a lot of things to deal with, and they don’t always agree on things, and sometimes they argue. It’s no big deal,” I said, trying to sound mature and confident, trying to reassure her.

“Do you think mommy and daddy love each other?”

That was a new question, and it kinda took me off guard. I hesitated for a second and gave the only response I could think of, “Of course.”

That seemed to satisfy her. She put the pillow back on her face. Patrice had been subjected to the fights between my parents for most of her life. Things weren’t always that way, though. There were better times—times without all this fussing and fighting—but those times seemed far, far away. 

After a while, my sister’s breathing became softer and softer, letting me know she had fallen asleep. I lifted the pillow off of her face and looked around my room, since there was nothing much else to do while waiting for the argument to stop.

I had a full-size bed with a matching, Chester drawer set. When I looked down at my sister, asleep on the full bed, I thought, Thank God I was finally able to get out of the

twin bed I’d had since I got out of my baby bed. My bedroom set was a hand-me-down from one of my mother’s friends, whose daughter left for college this past summer. But since I was 13 and still in a twin, I was grateful for anything. 

My bed was not decked out with a comforter set, the kind with all the fancy trimmings—no decorative pillows, no bed skirt. Instead, it was modestly covered with a spread. At least it’s my favorite color, dark green, I thought. And my curtains are a nice, lighter shade of green, close to the color of green grapes. They match my bedspread nicely.

My room was not horrible, but it was far from the beautiful rooms I had seen in magazines with the sparkling Princess bedroom furniture and everything decorated in pink. The highlight of my room, by far, was my brand new television—which I got for my birthday. My grandparents bought it for me. The downside was that my sister didn’t have her own TV, so, she often watched mine with me. At least she knows the rules. She can watch television with me, but we only watch what I want to watch. A girl has to have something of her own, right? 

I stopped surveying my room, sat up, and listened to my sister’s breathing. She was okay. She felt safe. Then I wondered, who is supposed to make me feel safe? At church they said, “God is always there with you. He is there to help you.” However, I had to wonder if that was true. If he is indeed here, then where is he? And when exactly does he plan on doing something? He could start by answering any one of the countless prayers I have been praying to him.

They also said, “You have to wait on Him.” How long does it take for him to show up? They said, “He is always on time.” But, according to my watch, He is very, very late.

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Growing Pains: Kendras Diaries by K.P. Smith
Young Adult themed book
ISBN-10: 0615390307 
ISBN-13: 978-0615390307 

Growing Pains: Kendra's Dairies is the first book in the series chronicling the journey of Kendra Foster from adolescence to adulthood. I aspire to encourage, entertain, and inspire young adults. Life has its ups and downs, its bumps and its bruises. But with perseverance, determination, and faith you can be all you were born to be. Never Give Up! 


5-Star Book Review By Cheryl Francis (Michigan) 
Growing Pains: Kendra's Dairies

Kendra is dealing with several struggles in her life. As an 8th grader, she has a big transition coming up. She has to go to a different school for high school. She wants to go to The Academy, but it's expensive. The only way she would be able to go is if she gets a scholarship. She also is going to try out for cheerleader. In 6th grade she had something really embarrassing happen at tryouts and chickened out in 7th grade. She was hoping that this would be her year. Her mom had some excellent advice for her: 

"Don't be a quitter. Life will bring about many difficult situations and the last thing you want to do is start quitting when things get hard. This is a painful, but important lesson for you to learn. The choice is yours. That is the most important lesson for you to learn from this life. Life is about choices and we have to live with the consequences of the choices we make." P.16 

The other struggle is with her parents. It's very hard to grow up in a house where the parents are constantly at each other over money. Kendra's younger sister Patrice wondered why mom and dad fight so much. 

Kendra was finding out things about her family situation that she might have rather not known. Her mom was trying to do better things for the family, but in order to do it she was keeping things from her husband. She also overheard her grandma and grandpa talking about things that they didn't know she was hearing. 

I know I am kind of going off the main story here, but when Kendra was talking about the school secretary she described her as the typical one who is in her 50's, and has dark brown hair that is in a bun. She has thick horn rimmed glasses that sat on her nose and had an outfit on that looked like it was from the 60's. Now I am a school secretary and totally do not look like that and hope I never do! 

Anyway, Kendra's best friend was Katrina, but things started changing between them when they were not involved in the same activities. Kendra envies her friend Katrina's life. She thinks her life is perfect. She finds out that maybe her life just isn't as bad as she thinks. Kendra may not have had things in her life happen the way she had hoped, but in the end, they didn't turn out too bad. 

I really enjoyed reading this story. In life there are so many struggles to deal with, but communicating with each other is a big way to get through it. Keeping things from others is not the way to go. The only thing that this will do is cause more trouble. You keep something from someone because you are afraid if they find out, they will be mad. Well, they will be more mad if you hide something from them because when they do find it, not only will they be mad about what you were hiding, but they will be mad that you lied in the first place. 

Not only did K.P. Smith write an excellent story, but she really brought up some important issues in this book. You have to keep your chin up. You can't let life get you down. You may think that you have the worst things happen to you and a terrible life, but things will work out in the end. God never gives you more than you can handle. 

The story drew me in from the very beginning and kept me hooked until the end. K.P. Smith has an excellent way of writing that just flows so well. In the entire book I did not find anything that I felt could have been written any better. The editing was perfect. I felt like I really got to know the characters and felt like it was me going through the situations. I highly recommend this book! 
--Reviewed by Cheryl Francis, Black Diamond's Book Reviews 


About the Author
K. P. Smith has a Bachelor of Science in Business Administration from Xavier University in New Orleans, LA. She also has a Masters in Business Administration with a Concentration in Marketing from Loyola University in Chicago, IL.   K.P. Smith has worked successfully in the Insurance Industry for the past 13 years.  

She has been an avid reader since her youth. Writing has always been a passion of hers. Her first novel titled Growing Pains: Kendra's Diaries is her dream come true. Her mission is to inspire, encourage and guide adolescents through the journey of growing up. She currently resides in New Orleans, LA with her two sons.

K.P. Smith, Doin It Publishing
www.kendrasdiaries.com 

Angela's Awakening 
by Ariel Driskell

Angela's Awakening is a story of a woman who gives up a high powered career to become a wife and stay at home mother. And after the birth of her second daughter she begins to struggle with postpartum depression. And one day, she decides to leave her family, thinking they'd be better off without her. But before she can leave them, she has a near death experience, causing her reevaluate her decision to leave behind the only people she's ever really loved. 

This is a story about the importance of finding oneself when all seems lost. And I also believe that a lot of women will be able to relate to this story because postpartum depression is something that people struggle with everyday.  Here we go...


Angela was not sure what made it more difficult for her to see, the warm tears flowing down her cheeks, or the rain dancing across her windshield. As she sat at the stop sign thinking that her two girls and loving husband would be better off without her, there was the sound of a horn blaring that interrupted her thoughts. She quickly wiped her face and made a left turn onto the street that would take her to the highway. Angela felt like she was driving on auto pilot. She did not have to think about where she was going. She had driven to the airport many times before to pick up Phillip from his many business trips.

As her thoughts turned to her husband of ten years, she began to replay in her mind the first time that they met. He was tall, dark, handsome, and walked with a self confidence that you couldn’t help but notice. Every woman in the room wanted him, but Angela was the one he’d chosen. She remembered inhaling the scent of his cologne as he introduced himself to her, and in that moment she knew she would belong to him, and all he had to do was ask.

They’d met at a mixer for singles and six months into the relationship, Phillip proposed. Angela knew she had a good black man, and without hesitation she said yes. She was thirty at the time and up for junior partner at her mid size law firm and Phillip, who was thirty two, was a rising star at his architectural firm. The two became the perfect power couple.

After being married for three glorious years, Angela decided that it was time to give her husband what he’d been waiting so patiently for, a family. She’d never really seen herself as the mothering type; probably because her mother had told her she wasn’t and she’d bought into it after hearing it her whole life. Or maybe it was because Angela’s mother hadn’t been much of a mother herself. Angela’s conception had been an accident, and her mother constantly reminded her of the fact that she had never really been wanted.

None of that seemed to matter anymore because she had Phillip now. His love for her made all things seem possible. It had even been her idea to put her career on hold and stay at home for a few years with the baby. She’d longed to see herself the way he did. The tears seemed to be coming harder and faster now as she thought about the first time she’d told him that she was pregnant.

“Baby, are you sure?” Phillip asked for the hundredth time as he swept Angela up into his arms once again.
“Yes, sweetie,” she replied laughing harder now. “I had my doctor’s appointment today and she confirmed it.”

Phillip lowered her to the ground and began to shower her face with kisses. “I’m taking you off for a very special weekend to celebrate.”

Despite the fact she had a major case coming up in court next month and had planned on working on it all weekend, she could not refuse the man she loved with all her heart. They spent the whole weekend cuddled up in front of the fireplace in their room, only leaving the warmth of their new found haven to eat. She’d never imagined that she could have ever been as happy as she was at that moment.

When Anne Marie was born, she became the second greatest love of Angela’s life. She had no idea how the human heart was capable of holding so much love and joy for more than one person. Having his child made her fall deeper in love with Phillip, strengthening their marriage even more. He cherished their daughter, and spent as much time at home with her and Angela as possible. Raising a child was a full time job, so Phillip tried to be as supportive and helpful as his schedule allowed him too. He didn’t want Angela to feel overwhelmed while staying at home with the baby. He’d even began encouraging her to think about returning to work when Anne Marie turned three, but Angela had decided they should have another child. She knew how hard it was for her growing up without any siblings to share things with, and didn’t want her daughter to experience that as well.
It wasn’t until they had Samantha that things changed for them. Once they returned home from the hospital, Angela’s overwhelming joy had been suddenly replaced with what felt like an endless pit of despair. She felt anxious about everything, and although Phillip had taken time off from work, his being there didn’t bring her any comfort.

Concerned and not knowing what else to do, Phillip suggested that Angela see someone about her mental state, and so she did. The doctor diagnosed her as having post partum depression, and told her that many new mothers experienced it, and that it was nothing to be concerned about because there were drugs that could help her feel like her old safe self again. But because Angela wanted to breast feed Samantha, she turned down the option of taking medication. Samantha was now two years old, and the depression had only seemed to have worsened over the years.

The bad days outweighed the good days, and sometimes the days ran together and it was hard to discern which was which. No matter how much Phillip tried to help, it was never enough, and it was slowly killing their marriage. The strong vivacious woman he’d fallen in love with was disappearing more and more each day, and he felt helpless. Angela knew it was breaking his heart, which is why she felt all the more reason to leave him, t o leave them. It had taken them almost ten years to build the wonderful life they had together and she was going to destroy it in just one day. She knew it was selfish, but she didn’t know what else to do. She’d lost herself so long ago, and she didn’t know how to get back to the woman she used to be.

All of a sudden there was a beeping noise inside of the car, alerting her that her fuel was low, and that brought her out of the daze she’d been in. Angela was only a few miles away from the airport, but she figured that the least she could do was put gas in the tank so Phillip wouldn’t have too when he came to pick up the car. She exited the highway, and pulled into the first gas station she saw.

Angela slowly flipped down the visor and looked herself over in the mirror, hoping her eyes weren’t too puffy from all the crying she’d been doing. She wiped her face, and ran her fingers through her short hair, trying to gather her composure before exiting the car. When she opened her wallet to retrieve her debit card, her eyes fell upon the picture they’d taken last year during Christmas time. She smiled as she thought the things that had taken place that day.

Phillip had given her the Tiffany necklace she was wearing in the picture as an early Christmas present. She awoke that morning and to her surprise, there on his pillow was a box containing the necklace she’d admired almost three months ago. She slipped into her robe and went downstairs to find the kitchen a mess. Her first instinct was to be upset, but then she saw Anne Marie standing on a stool and leaning over the pancake griddle, and Samantha, covered in pancake flour and her husband trying frantically to clean her up, she couldn’t help but laugh a little.

“Mommy, we are making pancakes, your favorite,” Samantha exclaimed once she saw Angela standing at the bottom of the stairs. Samantha wiggled from her father’s grasp and ran to her mother, wrapping her tiny arms around her legs. Angela laughed, and picked up her daughter, and kissed her nose.

“Good morning my beautiful girls,” Angela said, as she walked over to Anne Marie, who was grinning from ear to ear. Angela kissed her on the top of her head as Anne Marie carefully flipped a pancake, making sure it was perfect. She took a seat beside Phillip and kissed him softly on the lips, thanking him for her necklace. The girls giggled and yelled for them to stop. “Okay, okay,” Angela said tickling Samantha. That had definitely been one of the good days.

She ran her fingers across the plastic cover that protected the picture, and wiped away the tears as they began to fall again. She felt a slight twinge of pain and remorse as she looked at the two girls in the picture and realized that she wouldn’t be there to help them get ready to go out on their first dates. She and Phillip had joked often about how he would attempt to scare off any suitors the two would inevitably have when they became young women. There would be no more dance recitals, choir practices, or school plays. She was leaving everything behind in hopes of finding a new life, a more fulfilling life, or so she hoped.

Phillip was her best friend, and she prayed that one day he would be able to forgive her for leaving him without saying goodbye. She tried to explain as much as possible in the letter she’d left him but a letter was not a proper way to end things. She knew she should have never taken on the role of motherhood, but she wanted more than anything to give him what he wanted. She did love him and the girls, as much as she could, and in her own way. She hoped that once she got settled, wherever that might be, that he would allow them to come visit her. They were after all a part of her just as much as they were a part of him.

She closed her wallet and placed it back into her purse and exited the car. As Angela stood and pumped her gas, she’d become so distracted by her own circumstances that when she saw the young man walk into the gas station, she didn’t even wonder why he was wearing a jacket with a hood on in 90 degree weather. Besides, it had been raining and she was wearing a jacket herself, so she thought nothing of it. Shortly after he entered the store, shots rang out, and the hooded figure came running out at full speed with the owner of the gas station chasing behind him and shooting. It had all happened so fast, and Angela hadn’t had time to react. It didn’t seem real until she felt the pain, and her hand automatically clutched her side. It was a throbbing sensation she’d never felt before, and then she saw blood and realized she had been shot.

In shock she fell to the ground. The young man jumped into the car that had been waiting for him, and they sped away leaving tire marks, broken glass, and bullets in their wake. Angela began to call out to the owner who hadn’t seen her. It started as a whisper then got louder. When he saw her he ran to her side.

“My wife is calling the police ma’am, just hold on.” He placed his hand over her wound and applied pressure trying to stop the bleeding.

“My husband,” Angela began to say, salty tears running into her mouth. She tried to reach for her purse. “I need to call my husband.”

“What’s his name?” asked the man. But it was too late, Angela passed out before she was able to answer.
When she awoke, she thought she had been dreaming, until she saw and felt the tubes coming out of her nose and arms. Her throat was parched, but she managed to make a moaning noise, and then mumbles, which turned into words, and then names. “Phillip, Samantha, Anne Marie.”

“She’s awake,” Phillip called out to the nurses. He’d entered the room just in time to hear her call their names. He’d been down the hall in the chapel praying for her recovery. He rushed to his wife’s side and took her hand into his. He knelt down beside her bed and began kissing her hand. His tears felt warm and welcoming to her. 

“Don’t talk, sweetie,” he said once he saw her struggling to speak. “I thought I’d lost you forever. The letter, then the call about you being in some kind of accident, I didn’t know what to think or do.”

“I’m so sorry,” Angela responded, clearing her throat.

“I don’t know what I would have done without you.” He stood and kissed her on her forehead.

“I am so sorry for putting you through all of this,” she said tears free flowing once again.

“And I am sorry for allowing you to give up so much for me and the girls.”

“No, don’t be, that was my decision. You know, it’s true what they say about your life flashing before your eyes.” She paused before speaking again. “All I saw were you and the girls. Anne Marie’s first slumber party, and when you took her training wheels off her bike. Samantha playing dress up in my shoes and makeup all over her face, and the time they made a get well card for you when you had the flu. And most importantly, the day we got married.” She paused again, taking a sip of water. “But what I didn’t see,” she said as he wiped the tears from her face, “were my coworkers, or the clients I won cases for, or any of the partners of the firm. “Just you and this wonderful life you’ve given me. You three are my life, my heart, and my soul,” she managed to say in between sniffles. “God really did make you just for me, didn’t he?”

“And you for me.” The thought of losing her had been unbearable for Phillip.

“I am just sorry I was too blind to see that. I want to go home, Phillip,” Angela said, wiping his tears away.

“And you will as soon as they say you’re well enough. We will work this out, together.” He bent down and kissed her softly on the lips.

Angela felt as though she had been sleepwalking the past three years of her life, but her near death experience awakened a passion in her she’d never felt before. Her eyes had been opened to all of the wonderful things she and Phillip shared together, and she vowed from that day forward to never take another moment with her loving husband, and two beautiful daughters, for granted, ever again.


About the Author
Ariel Driskell holds a bachelor’s of science degree in Psychology from Florida A & M University. Her first romance novel, A Life Less Interrupted, is scheduled to be released in mid to late 2011. You can reach her at aedriskell@hotmail.com  or check out her blog  www.frommyheart2urs.wordpress.com 

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Intimate Conversation with Cheryl D. Bannerman

Cheryl D. Bannerman is CEO of a small, 15 year old, virtual training company based out of Central New Jersey. She works out of her home office and creates classroom training materials, e-Learning Flash modules, job aides and much more for corporate employees and their clients. She holds a Bachelors degree in Business Management and a Masters degree in Project Management.

She is also the (divorced) single mother of a beautiful, twelve year old girl. In her spare time she loves to read murder mysteries, watch movies, try new restaurants and cuisines, shop with her daughter, and in the summer, walk the boardwalk and take in the sun on the beach.

BPM: Share with our readers the “behind-the-scenes” dish! Introduce us to your book. What genre is the book? On Kindle or Nook? 
Ok. Well, although this is a work of fiction, this book includes hints of experiences from my life, the life of friends, and the life of even strangers. Excerpts were compiled over a 15 year period, saved on floppy disks and CD’s, and then compiled in 2010 over a period of 5 months and submitted to Authorhouse. Of course my favorite character is Tara since I can relate to her the most. The book is Fiction. Yes, it is available on Kindle and Nook now.

BPM: Are any scenes from the book borrowed from your world or your experiences?
Yes, many scenes from my childhood is included in the book in two main areas. The jealousy and non-acceptance from other girls (as a teen), including my female cousins, which was quite hurtful. And the drug addiction and untimely death of my two brothers. I now have one brother remaining who is doing great. 

BPM: What should readers DO after reading this book?
Self-Evaluate, maybe even write! Whatever it takes to make sure that you are living your life to the fullest, that YOU are happy, and that you are not holding any life experiences inside so tight that you can barely breathe and live day to day.  Exhale. When was the last time you did something for yourself? Anything.

BPM: Ultimately, what do you want readers to gain from your book?
Motivation and encouragement. Don’t be complacent and settle for what life throws at you. Stand up and fight for the life you want.

BPM: Will the digital age or social media usage change the face of publishing?
Perhaps, not sure. But there are still tons of readers like myself who love the touch and feel of a hard copy or paperback book in their hands, curled up on the couch simply enjoying the reading experience. 

BPM: What has been your most difficult hurdle to leap? Marketing, promotions or gaining media exposure, etc. How can EDC Creations and our readers help you?
Marketing. If you don’t have a publicist and cannot afford one, you are on your own. Especially if you are self-published. I set up my own events, submit my book for reviews online, Tweet and Facebook constantly, and self-promote when I’m out and about as well; passing out cards and such.

I hope EDC Creations and your readers can help by reading the book and spreading the word, whether by mouth, on their Facebook page, web site, or blog. The best reviews are those posted on bookstore purchase sites such as Amazon and Barnes and Noble!

BPM: Thank you, Cheryl, for sharing a little bit about yourself, your journey and your book with our readers!
Thank you so much for inviting me. I had a great time! 


Black Child to Black Woman is a 'live diary' experience that will grab your attention right from the start. Tara Walker speaks directly to the reader as she adds entry after entry into her Journal. She documents her experiences, her family life, her triumphs, as well as her interpretation of life and the world as she saw it. As she grows, so does the language and tone of the diary, which matches her maturity and speech patterns as the time passes. 

Experiences are mere images engraved in our minds that we recall when future events occur such as a tragedy or even when a song is playing on the radio. Tara has captured those moments in time in her diary, even the painful ones. Although she came from a loving home with both parents, she struggled to come to grips with siblings addicted to drugs, molestation, attempted rape, broken hearts, and so much more.

Her diary experiences will make you laugh, cry, scream, sigh, and gasp aloud. As Tara struggles to keep her head above water and fight through the tribulations of her life, she continues to smile, continues to grow as a person, continues to be successful in her career, and continues to survive. Through it all and through her daughter, she eventually discovers the true meaning of unconditional love.  Come discover life through the eyes of Tara as she grows from a black child to a black woman.


Excerpt from Black Child to Black Woman 

Journal Entry Four –The Celebration

Time to say good-bye to the Christian school. We had our 9th grade graduation at Mrs. Cleo’s house. She was this popular teacher with a huge house on acres of land with a cool pool in the back. Why was she popular? Number one, she was cool, she could relate to the students and was down to earth. You know the type. Number two, she was a natural red-headed bombshell. With her silk blouses and pencil skirts and high heels every day, what was not to admire or like?! I wanted to be just like her when I grew up. Smart, attractive, stylish, sexy...you name it.

I could see why the boys and men fell all over her. They could barely speak around her. We would have free time and everyone was supposed to be working on their English assignment. She would be at her desk grading papers. The pencil skirt was so tight I could never understand how she sat down in it and crossed her legs.

She always kept her pencil behind her ear as she graded papers. When she would need to mark up sentences she would slowly remove the pencil from behind her ear, lick it with the tip of her tongue, and write her corrections. Then slowly slide the pencil back behind her ear. The boys in the class were not working after that! Drool was slathered on most of their desks. Gross!

Anyway, Miss Cleo threw us a pool party and invited the other teachers as well. Of course all of the female teachers hated her. They were all quite homely and overweight so you can guess why. And of course the male teachers worshiped her. Her husband was a hunk as well and took it all in stride. Oh and her daughters were gorgeous redheads as well. Bitches. Ha!

So we all having a great time, playing board games inside, pool games outside, and eating everything placed in front of us! Everyone knows I cannot swim so I just play in the shallow end where I can stand. Even though me and my mom took basic lessons at the Y. Still a great time!

Even my good friend, Dee, was there. She was the one I called after I had sex the first time; the one who told me about the hymen thing.

So anyway I was standing by the side of the pool when one of the white guys screamed something inaudible, rushed up behind me and pushed me in the deep end of the pool. Everything stopped. Time froze. Everything around me froze. The more my arms and legs flailed, the deeper I sank. I had no time to hold my breath beforehand so I was losing oxygen fast. At one point I must have gotten back to the top for a second so I screamed “Help!” and took a breath. No one heard my cries. Everyone was laughing and having fun. Why was everyone laughing? I could hear someone yelling, “Very funny Tara, stop playing around!”

I was losing hope but kept fighting my way to the top again. Water was beginning to fill my lungs. Finally, I reached the top and yelled “Help!” again. No time for a breath this time.

And then an angel appeared in front of me and a hand slipped around my waist. I was slowly floating to the top. I can feel air on top of head, my arms, and my legs. But why am I not moving? I can only hear the sounds of chaos around me. A collage of screams, apologies and movement.

“What’s going on?!” “I thought she was playing around!”

“Is she dead?!” “I’m sorry; I didn’t know she couldn’t swim!”

Someone was carrying me, then laying me down, pulling at my head. I could feel the cool grass under my back and legs. Then there was pressing on my chest and mouth. And that’s when it happened. I guess I realized it was not my time. That God had a bigger purpose for me on this earth.
My eyes opened wide, I rolled to my side, and proceeded to cough up water. I thought it would never stop coming up, but it did. I was alive and well, but once again the spoiler of the party and center of attention.

Two blessings. My angel, who happened to be Dee. She knew I was not faking since she knew I could not swim. And my old Elementary teacher, who just happens to also be a certified Nurse. The one who saved my life. So the party was over. Thank goodness I just happened to drown at the tail end of the party. Ha!

This was just one of many near tragedies in my life.

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Black Child to Black Woman: A Journey of Tremendous Proportions
by Cheryl Bannerman

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ISBN-10: 1452035784 
ISBN-13: 978-1452035789 

Intimate Conversation with Toni Quest 
Artist, Teacher and Poet 

As a self-taught artist, Toni Quest engages in art to express her feelings genuinely and with impact. The canvas has been a vehicle for her to discover feelings that linger deep within. She became an artist in 1994 after surviving a head on auto collision. Her multiple injuries left her head spinning, her boyfriend bolting, and her heart and soul screaming. While recovering at home in much physical and emotional pain, she began painting faces giving birth to her Screaming Woman® series.

In March of 2007, Quest was interviewed on Internet Voices Radio by Dr. Niama Williams. She spoke about her artwork and her recently published poetry.  Since then, Toni Quest has licensed her award-winning painting for the book cover, View From the Middle of The Road Volume II, U.S. in US. A selection of her poetry is also included in this anthology. 

Although most of her art work has been portraiture, Toni Quest also brings her same spirit to other subjects and incorporates it into her teaching by sharing with her students the techniques she used to teach herself. By exercising her artistic abilities, she was able to heal herself from post-trauma stress disorder, deal with physical and emotional pain, and combat Multiple Sclerosis.  Through her art, TQ bears her soul as well as her affinity to the collective consciousness of human kind. Her intent is to provoke emotion and thought, thus inspiring constructive communication about one’s relationships to others and the world around us. 

Toni Quest was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis shortly after her life-altering car accident, she will never say that she ‘has’ MS. This is because she will not ‘take ownership of the disease’. She prefers to ‘remain in denial’, rather than give the disease ‘air time’ in her brain. In her own words, ‘my brain knows I’m in charge of my body. Sometimes I need to read it the riot act, but I’m in charge.’

TQ became the host of a radio talk show in 2008. The interviewing process is comes naturally to her because she is genuinely interested in people and enjoys hearing about their creative odysseys. Her guests include visual artists, musicians, authors, gallery owners and many others affiliated with the art and literary world. Her show currently airs on Passionate World Radio (internetvoicesradio.com).  Toni Quest currently lives in Peekskill, NY and is an adjunct professor of sociology and gerontology at the College of New Rochelle’s School for New Resources

BPM: How did you get started as a writer?
I wrote a lot in college student. As a poet, I was a closet case for years. Then I met my agent, who was intent on publishing my work, as well as my artwork. As an artist, I had a car accident which prompted me to paint.

BPM: What makes you powerful as a person and a writer? What drives you to write? 
Perhaps the cliché answer would be passion. So call me cliché. Every time I write a poem or paint a picture, it is because I feel passion. It is an emotional process. To engage in anything creative, I feel one must be willing to bear one's soul. Although I haven't been blessed with children, I draw the analogy between giving birth to a HUGE baby; it is painful. But once I have endured the process, I feel satisfied and pleased with what I have generated because it is a part of me.

BPM: Have you ever had a mentor, or someone who sparked your passion for painting?
I have had many people spark my passion to create. However, Robert Weiss, who is my personal friend and the world renowned scrims hander and painter, is my mentor because he inspired me when I first began painting in 1994. And my late husband, Mark Steven Abrams, was my painting coach because he was formally trained and shared his technical knowledge of art with me. Being self-taught I appreciate both of these men who have contributed to my artistic growth.


BPM: What kind of books or poems have you had published? 
I wrote a poem which I dedicated to my late husband. It is published in View from the Middle of the Road volume II. The poem is called Brainy Guys.  View from the Middle of the Road, Vol. II U.S. in US offers an intense look at life from some relatively new poets on the literary scene. In this compilation, Clark has given each one a chance to shine. I was enthralled by this collection of poetry that I found at times humorous, reflective and empowering. I believe lovers of poetry will find this a nice addition to their collections, as well as introduction to some new works on the horizon. 

BPM: Is there any aspect to your profession that gets you in touch with your readers directly?
My website, www.screamingwoman.com  and my radio program which is broadcast on www.internetvoicesradio.com  have allowed my readers and collectors connect with me directly. As an educator, I have a deep connection to my students. I look forward to teaching on a post-secondary level in the foreseeable future.


BPM: Do you insert your own characteristics in your writing? 
Writing is a soul bearing experience!  I am somehow getting naked when I write at my best. Some of the poems I have not yet published are an exhibition of soulful nakedness. When I read pieces I wrote when I was much younger, I see the emotional disarray of a young girl's searching for love, acceptance, knowledge, peace. Fast forward to the mature woman who writes about the same things, but with a foundation of experience. The experiences include everything from torment to exuberance. There is also the element of intent; I know what I am trying to say, and I want it to be understood with the readers, the audience. This shows in my poetry, as well as my art. 

BPM: What have you realized about yourself since becoming a published author? 
As a poet, I realize the power of the spoken word. This is not to downplay the significance of seeing my words in print. BUT, poetry, in my opinion, is meant to be heard. When I read my poems aloud for an audience, it is a theatrical performance because I put so much emotion into my readings, as do most poets. This is when I learn just how effective my words can be on the ears of others. I recently finished shooting my reading of the poem, 'Brainy Guys'. 

Although I have read this piece on a number of occasions, when I actually saw and heard my reading, I realized the true power of my spoken words. It was startling to me because although the poem is about my feelings about men, especially my late husband, I got a clear picture of how men see me as a woman. 

BPM: Besides the creative process, what is the most gratifying aspect of being a writer? 
It is so gratifying to know that I have made a mark. A piece of my intellectual and creative DNA has been cast into the pot. Every time someone reads what I have written I have made an impression on them. I like to think my words touch others in a way which may contribute to the way they think about our world. 

BPM: Can you see any of your books being optioned for movies? 
Lucinda Clark, my publisher, had suggested doing a video of my poem. Now I feel inclined to make a short video of more of my poems. I see it as a way to keep people turned on to poetry. Perhaps a video anthology of poetry is in my future...I will do it.

BPM: Our Legacy -- Finish this sentence: "My writing and art offer the following legacy to future readers..."
My writing and art offer the following legacy to future readers... a piece of my core psyche, my spirit, a permanent linkage to humankind.” 

BPM: Do you feel that authors or writers have a moral obligation to "speak out" and help to better segments of society with their writing?
I wouldn't say they have an 'obligation'.  I believe that by design, writers are speaking out every time they engage in the process or writing. It is a means of connecting with our collective consciousness. 

View from the Middle of the Road U.S. in Us (Volume 2)
Toni Quest, Robert Ward, Makal Ani, Lucinda Clark (Author), Toni Quest- Cover Artist 
ISBN-10: 0972770364 
ISBN-13: 978-0972770361 

Contact: Toni Quest
info@screamingwoman.com 
www.screamingwoman.com 

Publisher: Lucinda Clark 
PRA Publishing
praenterprisesinc@gmail.com 

Intimate Conversation with Inez R. Reilly

Inez R. Reilly has been blessed with the gift of writing fiction and non-fiction content to help others work through everyday issues as they relate to matters of the soul. Inez has spent over twenty years helping people overcome past pains that stagnate their growth into the 'beauty of now'.

As a survivor of emotional, sexual and physical abuse, in addition to daunting financial and physical challenges, Inez knows the meaning of standing in lieu of adversity. Yes, she has fallen, crawled, walked, and even stopped at points, as with us all. Yet, Inez gets back on her feet, and she moves toward the positive vision tattooed on her soul. That vision is to spread love to all she touches, whether by written or spoken word.

Inez is simply honored to be called to serve as a host of God by spreading love on any path she crosses. There is no special formula, remedy, solution, that Inez follows as love is unconditionally spontaneous. She shares with each soul based on the 'beauty of now', making that exchange between Inez and others unique and special to that moment. As we may not seem perfect to each other - physically, emotionally, spiritually - we are God's perfect people. As people, we are constantly molded using intangible compounds (such as environment, faith, experience, class, perception, culture, etc.) that define our past, present, and future thoughts as they affect us in the now.

VIDEO: Covenant by Inez R. Reilly



Book Introduction: Covenant by Inez R. Reilly
A spellbinding debut of a novel series, Covenant explores the lives of a circle of families, friends and loved ones. A modern fictional account, Covenant immediately pulls readers into the lives of engagingly revealed, complex characters with personalities that plant them selves in your imagination and memory. 

Set in Virginia, Covenant unfolds a saga in a manner that affords readers to witness triumphs, failures, insecurities, hopes, dreams, losses, and other thought-provoking elements that connect to readers' lives. From the vantage points of parents, friends, children, lovers, strangers, and more, Covenant reveals various decisions we face as adults, both male and female, as we attempt to find the meaning of our lives, or justify the lack of meaning. 

In Covenant, Inez has written a completely mesmerizing tale that will keep you rooting for, gasping at, and praying for, characters as they journey through relationships that define, destroy, and strengthen them, all the while working to maintain the sanctity of their circles. From successful single Preston seeking a wife to outspoken Sela constantly shocking within her surroundings to grieving wise widows to magnetically-drawn lovers and other personalities, Covenant succeeds at dealing with current issues affecting us all, sparking a fresh spin on the ties that bind, and leaving readers anxious for the follow-up novel. 


BPM: Inez, tell us about your journey becoming a successfully published author. Do you have anyone in your life that was heavily influential in your deciding to become an author?
The journey has been filled with fantastic experiences that have left me with many adventures to fill my books. I am able to draw from the well of good and bad to create characters that can be matched up with my imagination. I give credit to all who have made an impact, in my life, for becoming an author. I take the best and worst of times, to weave an intricate basket for all to enjoy.

BPM: What have you realized about yourself, since becoming a published author?
I have realized that I am still a dreamer. There have been moments, in my life, that were intended to drain me of my ability to imagine. I thought they had succeeded. With each novel, I am convinced there is a glimmer of hope.

BPM: Finish this sentence - “My writing offers the following legacy to future readers and new authors... ” 
The confidence to read and write what matters to you, in the style that fits into your unique mold; to have the courage to be different and create novels that go against the norms of society.


BPM: What inspired you to write this book? Why now? Ever experience writers block?
Covenant was written because I wanted to re-introduce the concept of covenant to the world. American society has gotten away from strong, committed relationships on all levels. It is my hope that everyone will take away the desire to develop the intimate relationships, in their lives. I felt so strongly about the topic, that the book simply flowed out of me, without trouble or writer’s block.

BPM: In writing your novels, how do you develop the plot? Did you have difficulty keeping the story on point? How much research was required, if any?
When I write, I develop the plot in my head, first. I can see it play out, fully. It is because of this that I do not find it difficult to stay on point. The reel plays, in my mind, and I transcribe it as I watch it. I do a lot of research, prior to beginning. I decide where they will live, what jobs they have and how they would interact with the other characters. 

BPM: What should readers do after reading this book? 
The reader should take a breath, allow the story to replay in their minds, and then let the experience be the seed that will create a harvest of action in their lives. 

BPM: What are people saying about the book?
I'll share two book reviews for Covenant below: 

"God has blessed Inez with the gift of writing. Her book is breaking the barrier that confines us to think that Christian authors can't explore sexuality and love within a faith-based arena. Simply put, Covenant makes for one of the most entertaining stories you will ever read."   --Harriet Cammock, Founder of Harriet Cammock Ministries 

"I found the book so captivating that many times it is hard for me to leave it and do other things...plotting of the story is excellent and captivating. You want to know what happens next...I recommend it to everyone even if you are not from a Christian family." 
--  Apostle Samuel J. Ugochukwu, Author of Sovereignty 


Connect with Inez R. Reilly Online
http://www.Inezreilly.com  - author site
http://www.iamsproperty.org  - online ministry
http://www.bullhorngypsy.com  - media management

Purchase Covenant by Inez R. Reilly
ISBN-10: 0981604722 
ISBN-13: 978-0981604725

NOOK – BN ID: 2940011239298
KINDLE – ASIN: B00413QMW2
GENRE – CHRISTIAN FICTION DRAMA
Written for people who love a good story about the real hopes and experiences within the lives of Christians that is not sugarcoated.

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Intimate Conversation with S. Dodson

S. Dodson is originally from Arkansas and currently resides in Northern Virginia. She is pursuing a doctorate degree in education specializing in adult learning and higher education. She holds a B.A. in psychology from Grambling State University and a M.A. in counseling from Dallas Baptist University.  Her memberships include Kappa Delta Pi honor's society, Alpha Kappa Alpha sorority incorporated, and the American Management Association.  Teen Girls Need L.O.V.E.  is her first non-fiction book. She wrote this book with the hopes of inspiring all teens to push to the next level.

BPM: What are some of the benefits of being an author?
The benefits are being able to touch people’s lives on a personal level. I have met so many different people that share their life stories after reading my books. They talk about things they have overcome and things they are trying to overcome. I think is says alot about a person that is able to acknowledge their imperfections.

BPM: What are you passionate about, besides writing books?
I am passionate about education. Education is something that no one can ever take away from you. I love the saying Knowledge Is Power! In response to my passion, I started a $500 scholarship that is open to all teens and current college students.

BPM: What compelled you to write this book, Teen Girls Need L.O.V.E.?
I am naturally a helper. After seeing so many stories on the news about teens committing suicide after being bullied, I said we need to let teens know they have options. It is someone in the world that can help overcome any obstacle that life throws their way. 

BPM: What should readers DO after reading this book? 
After reading this book, readers should talk about the issues they are currently facing, and issues they are not familiar with at the moment. If you are a parent or have a teen in your life, talk about some of the things that you find important from the book. 

BPM: Share with us a quote or brief excerpt from one of the most powerful chapters.
One of my favorite sayings from the book is When times get hard, keep pushing!

BPM: Is there going to be a part 2 to Teen Girls Need L.O.V.E.? 
Yes, I touched on many issues that teens are facing today. I plan to make the book a series by taking feedback from the readers on what topics they want to see addressed in each book. Each series will focus on one to three topics from the original book. I think all the topics will stay relevant to teens of all races for many years to come. I am very excited about the next chapter for the Teen Girls Need L.O.V.E. series. 


BPM: How may our readers follow you online? 
Readers can follow me online by visiting my website at www.teengirlsneedlove.com. For any questions or to request an appearance, send an email to  teengirlsneedlove@gmail.com.  

This Poor Tit by Dr. Carolyn Vinson

This Poor Tit was written by Dr. Carolyn Vinson. After being diagnosed with an early stage breast cancer, Dr. Vinson decided to share intimate details of her breast cancer treatment and recovery. Though she considered this to be the trial of her life, she often found humor in the experience that helped get her through the whole ordeal.

Excerpt from This Poor Tit by Dr. Carolyn Vinson

BREAST CANCER....How can one see any humor in it? Breast cancer has killed or disfigured millions of women and it is truly no laughing matter. Yet, after having my own bout with this dreadful disease, I can't help but take a personal humorous view of it from some of my experiences. Oftentimes, it was my self-induced humor that got me through my ordeal.

I'm now sharing my experience because I am grateful that I'm still alive and that I have both of my breasts, though one is slightly scarred and shrunken. I'm grateful as well to be a breast cancer survivor. I am a witness that breast cancer is not a death sentence. With regular self-breast examinations,  regularly scheduled mammograms, early diagnosis and treatment, the death rate
has been substantially reduced.

Recently, we've been told that mammograms are not a necessity until a woman reaches the age of 50. I strongly disagree with this conclusion. Although I feel that some women may have been misdiagnosed and some may have had  extensive surgeries unnecessarily, mammograms are still the one sure way to detect breast cancer...especially if there is no lump or tumor present.

A woman's' breasts are her prized possession. Her breasts are her "GIRLS".  They are a symbol of her womanhood. They are a resting place for her husband and a place of nourishment for her child. Consequently, every woman feels great trauma when a breast is flawed or lost to this frightful disease. She feels as if she has been violated in some way. Let us hope that one day God will grant to us a cure so that we won't have to say, "THIS POOR TIT!"

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This Poor Tit by Dr. Carolyn Vinson
Genre: Non-Fiction
ISBN# 978-1-4507-6364-6 
Purchase books at: www.highpointlive.org  (click on First Lady's Corner)


About the Author
Dr. Carolyn Vinson is a noted songwriter and author who's credits include the renown gospel hit song "Peanut Butter & Jelley" sung by the Truthettes on the Malaco record label. She also penned "I Feel Jesus" which was featured on Grammy/Dove nominee Vanessa Bell Armstrong second album Chosen. 

Dr. Vinson received an Honorary Doctorate of Divinity from St. Thomas Christian College and she serves as Co-Pastor of Highpoint Christian Tabernacle Church in the city of Smyrna, Georgia. Contact her at: www.highpointlive.org  (click on First Lady's Corner) or email her at: mysix@earthlink.net 

Dr. Vinson has authored two books, "First Lady" which speaks to women who are married to men of prominence, and "This Poor Tit" which gives an intimate account of her journey through breast cancer. She travels extensively and is known as a woman of great integrity.

Intimate Conversation with Cathy Finch White

Author Cathy Finch White was born and raised in Panama City, Florida. She moved to Tampa to attend school at Tampa University. After years of working in the medical field, Cathy began pursuing a career in business management and sales. As a strong believer in the idea that education starts at home, Cathy taught her three children the joy of reading through constant visits to the library and book stores.

After the birth of her grandson, Cathy worried about a generation of children only interested in video games and movies. She began a goal of reaching out to all children to show them that reading can be fun as well. Her first book, Anna Learns to Play the Violin was released in September 2010.  Cathy's unique style of illustration and writing has quickly launched her into a well known name within the YA reader community. She hopes to reach households around the nation with her stories of children and the valuable life lessons her characters learn. Cathy's next book is scheduled to be released in July of 2011. Visit the author's website for a fun, young reader experience: http://cathyfinchwhite.com.  

BPM: What makes you powerful as a person and a writer? 
I believe having confidence in myself and my able to be a great story teller makes me powerful.

BPM: Who are your mentors? Where do you find your inspiration? 
My greatest inspiration is my mother. At an early age she taught me that reading could be fun. Like her, I taught my children how much fun reading can be. I want to teach other children how fun reading is. 

BPM: What have you realized about yourself since becoming a published author? 
I’ve realized how much I enjoy reading to groups of children. Young children are so much fun to be around and the things the concepts they think of makes me laugh. 

BPM: What is the most rewarding aspect of your career? 
I think the most rewarding aspect of my career is knowing that I’m a part of something that is bigger than myself. Helping children learn that reading is fun can help produce the next generation of doctors or even a president of the United States. 

BPM: When you have completed a project, how do you celebrate?
I have wonderful children who support me in everything I do. They normally take me out to celebrate and keep inspiring me to continue to write. 

BPM: Introduce us to your book, Anna Learns to Play the Violin. What genre is the book? 
Anna Learns to Play the Violin is a YA fictional story about a 9-year-old who wants to learn to play the violin like her older sister. She becomes mischievous in her determination and learns a valuable lesson that most young children can relate to. 

BPM: Are your characters from the portrayal of real people or experiences? 
This story is a portrayal of real people. Children can relate to the lessons learned by the main character. I want to reach children ages 4 to 8. My message is to show parents the importance of teaching children that they can do whatever they set their minds to. 

BPM: What are some of the specific issues or problems addressed in this YA book? 
Anna took something from her sister without asking. Children learn through the actions of these characters to how important it is to respect their sibling’s belongings. Older siblings also learn to forgive their younger brother or sister as well as sharing. 

BPM: Ultimately, what do you want readers to gain from your book?
Anna is a 9 year old girl, who loves music but does not know how to play an instrument. Anna decides to learn to play the violin and realizes that playing an instrument takes a lot of practice. Parents and young readers can see how persistent Anna is when it comes to playing the violin and how practice makes perfect.

I want children and their parents to enjoy reading. My message to parents would be to find out what types of stories get their children excited to read about. That’s what makes reading fun. Parents can purchase the book at: http://cathyfinchwhite.com

Intimate Conversation with Vangie Williams 

Vangie Williams resides in King George, Virginia with her husband and their six daughters. Vangie is a Christian, wife, mother, full-time student in college, religion and life, she is a full-time contractor with SAIC as a Master Program Scheduler, a successful full-time Realtor in Maryland and Virginia with Signature Executive Realtors, Inc.. Vangie has discovered, quite recently, that her passion is writing, spinning tale after tale for all to enjoy.

BPM: What makes you powerful as a person and a writer? Take us inside Vangie's world?
I am a student of life; I believe knowledge is one key to success and the other is drive. Knowledge is the foundation of the soul, half being basic human necessity or hard knowledge and the other half being book knowledge to fill in the gaps and conquer ignorance or soft knowledge. 

I am me, the girl next door. I am a wife, a mother, a child, an author, a dreamer, a best friend, a Christian, and a proud American. I love life and all of the possibilities of our futures. I love the challenge of knowing that I can make a difference in someone's life within a moment's notice just by listening. I also love being a friend to everyone regardless of age, sex, color, creed or sexual orientation or intellectual level. 

Most of all, I love the dream that one day, when God is checking His list, He can say I cared about my world, my planet, my people and myself.  I hope you enjoy my first book as well as the rest of the Broken Life Journals. Have a wonderful read and a wonderful life. And thank you for allowing me into your world. 

Broken Life - Video Introduction

Broken Life--A Fight for Forever is a must read for historians, romanticists, adventurers... and you!


BPM: What drives you to write? 
My compassion for American History for Blacks, Native Americans and Whites, our country has so many misconceptions, mistruths and unintentional as well as intentional mis-education that has lead so many to the wrong or unjust conclusion.

BPM: Do you insert your own characteristics in your writing? 
No but yes. Each character is a derived from my soul and my hear. Each is very alive and very influential.

BPM: Besides the creative process, what is the most gratifying aspect of being a writer? 
Writing frees that spirits within my heart and allows me to project my vision of society’s well kept secrets, bring to life to great characters and the greatest most gratifying aspect is the responses of my readers.

BPM: What's the most important role writers play in today’s world? 
For me; Education. The world deserves to learn from its mistakes and self correct for future generations.

BPM: Can you see any of your books being optioned for movies? 
Yes when I am writing I see everything in real time and in color.

BPM: Finish this sentence- “My writing offers the following legacy to future readers...” 
My writing offers the following legacy to future readers a vision of yesteryear and the fight for equality and justice from the strong women of color.

BPM: Do you feel that authors have a moral obligation to "speak out" and better segments of society? 
Definitely, our children are direct reflection of the artist of their time. 

BPM: Introduce us to your latest novel, BROKEN LIFE—A Fight for Forever-Book 1. Who are the major players?
Marguerite and Thomas are my major players. Marguerite is of distant African royalty and aristocratic French blood. Follow the beautiful and intelligent Marguerite along on a treacherous but love-filled adventure across 1800’s America. Upon reaching the shore of America, this young and innocent woman of both French and African blood falls madly in love with wealthy landowner, Thomas Burnett. But will an African curse that followed her maternal ancestors for 12 generations – a curse that is too horrible to imagine and one that no one wants to believe – destroy their dreams? This novel presents an historical and steamy tale of love, faith and hope amid unconceivable odds in a land fraught with bigotry and hate.

Book Review: Coffee Time Romance & More
The relationship between Thomas and Marguerite is fascinating and how they adjust to each other while meeting the support characters is interesting. The book is very detailed and complicated and readers need to pay strict attention. It is these details though that gives the book depth. As the book returns to Bethel and modern times, the ending is interesting and sets up for book two in the Broken Life-Fight for Forever series. I am expecting great things from Ms Williams. -- Anya (Reviewer for Coffee Time Romance & More) 4/5 Cups. To read the full review please go here. 

BPM: What insight does the book give readers on relationships? 
Love is timeless, colorless and boundless if your heart is free from ignorance. Knowing that love is the bond that binds all races… Has your view changed since completing your book? I learned to look at each person as a clean white slate and allow them to write their chapter full of history in my life’s book.

BPM: What should readers DO after reading this book? 
Choose to read up on the true history of their family. Find out all they can about each of their ancestors, where they lived, who they live with, and how they lived; all to understand who they are and what they (the reader) can overcome or in my case, can accomplish.

BPM: What's more important: critical acclaim or popular success amongst the readers? Why? 
I believe popular success is more important, I believe that my heart and soul lies in knowing that people of all races appreciate my gift.

BPM: How may our readers follow you online?
Books are available at: www.mereally.com  and Amazon.com, Readers can email us at: vangie@vangiewilliams.com 


BROKEN LIFE—A Fight for Forever-Book 1
by Vangie Williams

This is a romantic tale of steamy passion and boiling fervor, which also wraps itself in the arms of virtually unexplored history. Moreover, this zeal-filled story crosses timelines, racial lines, cultural lines as well as the vast Atlantic. From generation to generation to generation, a special lineage of rare love is interrupted, entwined lives are broken, and fragile dreams are shattered because of an unrelenting curse rooted in the motherland. 

Yet, the rigorous fight to break the curse's menacing grip steadily climaxes as young Bethel gains wisdom through her visions as well as the truths spoken from her father’s reluctant tongue. And then there is the cherished wooden box, a treasured but mysterious heirloom, which connects Bethel to both the curse and a counter to the same. Upon possessing the box, Bethel discovers the nearly elusive path to victory. Through a series of visions, which first take her to the mid 1800’s, she sees the way… 

Bethel first envisions Marguerite. French-born. Classy and elite. Stunningly beautiful. Exceptionally intelligent. At the young age of eighteen, Marguerite is her father’s pride and his joy. Jean-Pierre dotes on Marguerite and sends her on holiday to the new country of America. He has entrusted Marguerite’s care to Julia. Julia is a surrogate mother who reared Marguerite from birth. She gladly filled the void when Marguerite’s mother sacrificed her own life while birthing her daughter.

Nearly as soon as her feet touch American soil, Marguerite’s delicate, genteel life changes drastically. Unbelievably so, she first meets her future husband, Thomas, and, indeed, finds herself married to him in a day’s time. This chance meeting becomes the beginning of a chain of events. The very day Marguerite arrives in America, she suddenly becomes alone when poor Julia suddenly passes away. Jubilation and excitement give way to emotional turmoil, which she never anticipated, particularly on this journey. Thankfully, Thomas comes to her rescue and offers security and protection through marriage, even though subtle traces of Negroid blood peek through her fine features--a recipe for trouble in the zenith of American slavery. However, Thomas has a veil of secrecy of his own, one of which young Marguerite is totally unaware. To reveal his clandestine activities at the inception of their union would endanger them both.

By horse and carriage and riverboat, their adventure in America includes meeting the brother of Thomas (and the woman that is surprisingly his wife), the buying of slaves as well as brilliant land purchases. The whirlwind adventure of Thomas & Marguerite intensifies their rich love, and the birth of their baby brings it to an abrupt end. Visions of Marguerite's broken life supply incentive for Bethel to fight for forever... 

Purchase BROKEN LIFE—A Fight for Forever-Book 1
ISBN-10: 1448608554 
ISBN-13: 978-1448608553 
Note: Sharon K. Hilliard wrote the synopsis

Body Image, Health, and Fitness
What’s It Really All About?
by Trice Hickman

Body image. It’s an issue that most women struggle with at some point in our lives—I know I certainly have, and still do. During my 20’s everything was perky and tight. I ate whatever I wanted and I still looked pretty good. When I entered my 30’s I began to notice subtle changes. Things weren’t as they had been a decade before, but, it was still all good! When I slid into my 40’s reality started kicking in, my metabolism slowed down, and I found myself wondering what had happened to my body. Even shopping, one of my favorite pastimes, became challenging. 

*Cautionary Note*:   There is nothing more sobering than taking your clothes off in a department store dressing room and looking at your half-naked self under the glare of those ultra bright lights. As we age, we gain things we didn’t have before, and lose things we wish we could hold on to. 

I don’t know a woman alive who thinks, “My body is great just the way it is!” 
I’m sure such women exist, and that they are actually inhabiting this planet (well-adjusted aliens living among us, disguised as humans)…just kidding…a little! If I conducted a poll and asked the average woman to name one thing she’d like to change about her body, I guarantee she could come up with at least three different things off the top of her head. Some want thinner thighs, smaller waistlines, slimmer hips, and firmer everything! And on the flip side, some long for larger thighs, rounder behinds…and yes, firmer everything! Whether we’re big or small we fantasize about having the perfect bikini body. But let’s face it, even the svelte swim suit models gracing the fashion magazines are airbrushed to death, so what’s it really all about?...I believe it all starts with good self-esteem combined with good health and fitness habits. 

Our society has become obsessed with beauty over substance. We live in an age of mid-drift bearing, booty-shakin’, breast implant having, show-what-you-got, in-your-face boldness. The unrealistic standards of beauty and body size thrust in front of us by way of magazines and music videos can make the average woman feel inadequate…and I’ll be the first to admit that I’ve been guilty of succumbing to the hype. 

I’ve often bemoaned and criticized my wide hips, thick thighs, and big legs. But slowly, and I mean very slowly, I’m learning to appreciate my curvy, grown woman shape. The other day I stood in front of the mirror, naked as the day I came into this world, and studied my body closely. Every inch of it. I closed my eyes, then opened them again. I spoke affirming words to the woman staring back at me. I embraced my taunt, smooth, skin that protects my body, and I thanked my big legs for allowing me to walk everywhere I need to go. I’m truly thankful for both. And even though I didn’t get around to praising my wide hips or thick thighs, I know I’ll get there soon, and when I do I will appreciate them, regardless of their size. This whole thing is a process—and it’s called acceptance. Loving who you are is a necessary exercise. Both the mind and body must be treated with reverence and care.

It’s important to be healthy, no matter your body size. There are thin women who are grossly out of shape and haven’t an ounce of cardio endurance, while there are overweight women who are fit and can run circles around their thinner counterparts. As I’ve gotten older, I realize how much more important it is to feel good than to look good (but for the record, I do like to look good, too!). I’ve also learned that educating yourself about proper diet and exercise, and incorporating both into your daily lifestyle is essential at any age. Eating fresh fruits and vegetables, drinking plenty of water, and moving your body in some sort of aerobic activity for at least 30 minutes a day can make all the difference in the world. When we do good things for our bodies we get great result. And when we love what’s on the inside, that’s an unbeatable feeling!

So tell me, how do you feel about your body and what issues are you struggling with, if any?  What are some of the things you’re doing to stay fit and healthy? Let me know and share some of the health and nutrition tips that have worked for you?  Email me your thoughts, suggestions or comments, here.  I truly want to hear from you!

Intimate Conversation with Stacey Covington-Lee

Stacey Covington-Lee is a native of Atlanta, Georgia. Stacey worked in the insurance industry for a number of years as an Instructional and PC Trainer. She has written and developed multiple training guides and manuals for various health insurance companies and local government. 

Stacey has always had a passion for literature and a desire to write. She has written several short stories over the years and is continuously reading material from all genres. Her first novel, The Knife In My Back, was released by Xpress Yourself Publishing, March 10, 2009. The second novel, The First Cut Is Always The Deepest, was released on March 15, 2011. 

Stacey is happily married and the proud mom of one son. She continues to live in an Atlanta suburb with her family and is currently working on her next novel. Visit Stacey at her website: http://www.staceycovingtonlee.com 

BPM: Tell us about your journey becoming a successfully published author. Do you have anyone in your life that was heavily influential in your deciding to become an author? 
Stacey: I actually started writing as a pre-teen after reading Judy Blume's book, Are You There God? It's me, Margaret. I loved the story and had enough audacity to think that I could write a novel that would be just as good. However, it was finding a half written manuscript by my older sister, T'Irma that inspired me as an adult to complete my first book. I initially self published just so that I could see my words, my story in print. Then I had the good fortune of becoming part of the Xpress Yourself Publishing family. My sister's manuscript was so powerful that I will continue to write in hopes of rising to her level of writing genius. 

BPM: What is your definition of success?
Stacey: Success for me is following my passion. I have always felt that if you do what brings you joy, what you find comfort in and you do it well, you've achieved far more success than some others will ever know. 

BPM: Share with our readers the "behind-the-scenes" dish! Introduce us to your book and the main characters. Do you have any favorites? What genre is the book? In kindle or Nook? 
Stacey: My latest novel, The First Cut Is Always The Deepest, covers everything from revenge and forgiveness to spousal abuse and the down low life style. There is truly something in this contemporary novel for everyone. The main characters of this book are Tameka Williams, who is in a constant struggle with herself and her ability to be a better person. Brook Mansfield-Banks, who is allowing her anger with Tameka to consume her and prevent her from being the friend that Mia needs her to be. 

Then there is my favorite, Mia Purcell. Mia is struggling with a very damaged marriage and trying understand where her husband's interest and loyalties now lie. I am thrilled that this book is now available on Kindle. 

BPM: What inspired you to write this book? Why now? Ever experience writers block? 
Stacey: I was moved to write this book because of the large number of requests for it from those that read my first novel, The Knife In My Back. I actually started writing a very different book but, the question of a follow-up seemed to always pop up. It was something I had already planned to do, the characters deserved closure. While I rarely experienced writers block, I was careful to write this story in a manner that would allow those that hadn't read the first book the opportunity to follow the characters, know their background and care about their outcome. 

BPM: How do you avoid the temptation of interjecting your own morals, value system or ministry in your writing? 
Stacey: I know that when I pick up a fictional novel, it is for the purpose of being entertained. I realize that when I'm blessed enough to have readers choose my books, it is also most likely for entertainment purposes only. Folks love to read as an escape from the everyday. Now while my writing does address some of today's hottest topics, It is always in the forefront of my mind that I am writing as a means of entertaining. If I can also inform people of issues and situations that we can all have a positive effect on, then that is awesome. But I know what my purpose is and I've been blessed enough to not let my opinions interfere with my ability to tell a good story.

BPM: Share with us a quote from one of the most powerful chapters. 
Stacey: In chapter three, Tameka writes a letter to Brook. At the end of that letter she writes "I am worthy of being given a second chance."  I love that because it reminds me that everyday I wake up, I'm being given another chance to do better and to be better and to live up to my full potential. It's completely up to me (and you) not to waste our second chances. 
Readers can visit my website and read a full chapter excerpt here.  

Stacey Covington-Lee, Author
2009 release - The Knife In My Back
2011 release - The First Cut Is Always The Deepest 
Author website: www.staceycovingtonlee.com 
Purchase books: www.xpressyourselfpublishing.org 

The First Cut Is Always The Deepest   
Tameka Williams has spent the last seven years of her life in state prison. Now she is being set free. Unfortunately, all of the anger and resentment that she's lived with during her incarceration is being freed as well. 

While Brook Mansfield-Banks was not pleased with the idea of her mortal enemy being released, she was ready to take Tameka on head first. She would not allow Tameka another opportunity to cause her family harm. But, Brook has forgotten just how deep Tameka's wickedness runs. Now the fate of her child will once again be determined by Tameka. 

Mia Purcell has always been the loving and supportive friend. She was there for Brook through all of her trials and tribulations. But with her marriage falling apart, she's the one that will now need the strength of a true friend. There's only one problem, her marital issues have a strange connection with Tameka. 

Mia and Tameka find themselves working together in order to uncover the truth about the men in their lives. But is this unlikely duo more than Brook can stand? She will have to dig deep and put her hatred for Tameka aside if she wants to be the friend that Mia desperately needs. 


Excerpt: The First Cut Is Always The Deepest 

Chapter 3 

Brook sat at her desk and pulled out the white envelope with the correctional institute address stamped on it. She looked at the envelope thoughtfully as she had so many times since receiving it. Brook hadn’t told anyone about its arrival and hadn’t bothered to open it. Her first reaction was to tear it up and throw it in the trash but something just wouldn’t allow her to do that. Maybe it was curiosity that forced her to hold on to the letter. 

Part of her really wanted to know what Tameka had to say, but another part still wanted to forget that Tameka even existed. But Brook knew in her heart that she could never forget Tameka. She could never forget her because she could never forget the precious baby that Tameka took from her. Brook thought back to her first pregnancy and the joy she felt. Then she thought of the pills that Tameka snuck into her drink causing her miscarriage. Brook would never be able to comprehend how jealously could drive someone to do something so evil. No, forgetting Tameka was not an option. Brook grabbed her letter opener and sliced it through the top of the prison envelope. She pulled out the single sheet of paper and unfolded it. She took a long cleansing breath before reading its contents. 

Dearest Brook, 

I know that you never expected to hear from me and probably would have preferred that I not try and reach out to you. However, there are some things that I just had to say and feelings that had to be expressed so that you could fully understand where I am in my life now and how I plan to proceed. 

As you can imagine, the last few years have been hell for me. I have had nothing but time to sit and reflect over how I was leading my life and how destructive I was to others. I have come to understand that my entire way of thinking was distorted and wrong. I have destroyed lives that can never be restored. I am so sorry for taking your child. I am sorry for using you and taking advantage of your kindness. I know that it’s not enough, but Brook I am truly sorry. If I could take it all back I swear I would. And I know that I have no right to ask you for anything, but please, please try to find it in your heart to forgive me. 

You’ll be glad to know that I have been in therapy for the past few years and have learned a lot about myself and what is and is not appropriate behavior. I have worked hard and made much progress in my efforts to be a better person. I look forward to my release in the upcoming months and being able to prove myself to the world. I am worthy of being given a second chance. 

Wishing you the best, 
Tameka 

Brook felt such a rage rise up in her. She cursed Tameka’s name as she balled the letter up and threw it across the room. How dare the state give her another chance at life when Tameka took away her baby’s chance at life. Brook dropped her head in her hands and began to cry. 

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The First Cut Is Always The Deepest by Stacey Covington-Lee  
Contemporary Fiction 
ISBN-10: 0984527370 
ISBN-13: 978-0984527373